So as you all know, i am banned from LoL FOR THE 4TH TIME. and this time its up to the 9th of December when im in CHINA == whats the point. omfg this sucks.
But in a way its like trying to say Judy go back to your drama life, gaming is not for you. SO i have decided to stop gaming and start going back to my old life where its drama and being sad and forever alone. I thought gaming would help me step out of misery but now it seems like its not working, so screw me. i should just dig a hole and die :D
HAHA ok todays verse is.............
Psalm 16:5 "Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure."
I have a story behind this verse, and that was actually the verse that made me become a real christian which was like few years ago haha.
I was watching T.V one day and i lost the remote control. FUNNY HAHAHA HAPPENS TO EVERYONE but i couldnt find it like legit i like chucked all the pillows up and i went into the sofa and i just literally went through any gap i could see, not just the ones i could see even the ones i cant.. JUST EVERYWHERE LIKE NO SHIT and then i was like OMG THAT VERSE (i forgot who told me this verse but yea) so i was repeating that verse to myself numerous of times, in chinese and english and then i lifted up that cushion and it was right there. I saw it and i was like . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I SWEAR TO MY SOUL I HAVE LOOKED HERE BEFORE LIKE I SWEAR ON MY LIFE I SWEAR ON ANYTHING I HAVE LOOKED HERE ALREADY WTH AND ITS LIKE lying there LIKE WTH. I was freken shocked like i was speechless and then from then on whenever i lose stuff i read that verse out to myself like 100 times and its just there, like its right in your face. Its amazing, im not trying to say use this verse when you lose something, and no, dont use Gods word when you only need him for something.
OKAY BYE GUYSSSSSSS
Monday, December 3, 2012
Sunday, December 2, 2012
Last hang out day (?)
HEYYYYSS! So today i woke up really tired because i didnt have a really good sleep last night, i went to bed at 1130 with sadness because its like when you try your best to catch up with people because your leaving and you just want photos and like memories, people seem to bail on you and its like they dont care but they always be like omg dont leave etc etc. Hello, im a really realistic person, those dont hit me lol. Oh yea even though they bailed, i had other friends which i consider good friends here now because they lightened my day.
SO what did i do today... I went to church in the morning and then waited for Josh to take me to mission heights to meet my friends, on the way i went to buy ice cream hehehe and then we had a talk on the car. He was like what time you leaving? ill send you off and im like oh,, nah dont need to send me off anymore lol. (because ive previously asked) and hes like why? ----- will come anyway and im like lol no point if you dont really care, and plus its not like im not coming back ha. and hes like oh okay..
That talk just got me cause i know how my other friend felt when he left too and when people just kept bailing so i felt even bad. But you start to see what the word 'care' actually mean aye.
Anyway, after i got to mission heights i met my friends and made a new friend :D and then we went to friends house, bummed around abit and then went to botany to watch a movie and eat, i watched skyfall today! it was sooooo gooooood omg so cooooool but yea i wanted to take a photo with them but couldnt find a good time to ask, damn. BUT algoods ill see them next year :D ended pretty good even though the weather was shit. Btw the person who bailed, your lucky the weather was shit today aye otherwise i guess ill be pretty ticked off not able to go beach.
okay well NO PHOTOS T_T why?
BECAUSE NO PHONE OMFG. okay well, im gonna start ending my blogs with a bible verse from now on. TODAYS ONE IS............
Romans 12:21 "Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
SO what did i do today... I went to church in the morning and then waited for Josh to take me to mission heights to meet my friends, on the way i went to buy ice cream hehehe and then we had a talk on the car. He was like what time you leaving? ill send you off and im like oh,, nah dont need to send me off anymore lol. (because ive previously asked) and hes like why? ----- will come anyway and im like lol no point if you dont really care, and plus its not like im not coming back ha. and hes like oh okay..
That talk just got me cause i know how my other friend felt when he left too and when people just kept bailing so i felt even bad. But you start to see what the word 'care' actually mean aye.
Anyway, after i got to mission heights i met my friends and made a new friend :D and then we went to friends house, bummed around abit and then went to botany to watch a movie and eat, i watched skyfall today! it was sooooo gooooood omg so cooooool but yea i wanted to take a photo with them but couldnt find a good time to ask, damn. BUT algoods ill see them next year :D ended pretty good even though the weather was shit. Btw the person who bailed, your lucky the weather was shit today aye otherwise i guess ill be pretty ticked off not able to go beach.
okay well NO PHOTOS T_T why?
BECAUSE NO PHONE OMFG. okay well, im gonna start ending my blogs with a bible verse from now on. TODAYS ONE IS............
Romans 12:21 "Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good."
Saturday, December 1, 2012
After exams BBQ!
Friday 30th was FINALLY the event ive been waiting for since like 3 weeks ago omg. OK so..
I txted kenneth the day before the event and i said can i come at like 3:30 or later to help you prepare and he was like do you have a life? and i was like no i dont have a life and so he was like come at 4:47 dont be late or early so i was like okay then. and then after a while hes like come at 4:30 so i was like hahaha okay.
The next day i woke up, went yumcha and then sylvia park for abit then went to kenneths house at 4:20, on my way i went to buy ice cream cause it was so hot, it was 4:28 that time and i was like oh shit im gonna be late, so i told my mom to drive faster and i got to kenneths house at like 4:37, he opened the door, checked his phone, and was like wait, its not 4:47 *closes door* and i was like HAHA OKAY THEN ILL JUST WAIT and then like few seconds later he was like HAHA jokes. I walked in his house and he showed me all the food and stuff and im like so what do i do? and hes like nothing HAHAH we prepared everything already and i was like ... so... i came early for nothing and hes like pretty much and i was like == but anyway some people came at like 5:30 and then blahblahblah everyone started coming and we started cooking, THANKS CHARLES FOR COOKING UNBURNT MEAT, just cause i burnt the sausages-- BUT I CAN COOK OKAY== anyway we had like so much food.. sadly i couldnt take heaps of photos cause MY PHONE== omg.
After the food and eating and stuff, some people played mafia and the others were singing kareoke, it was like a fun asssss night and the food were so goooood too. I slept over at kenneths with few other people too after most people left we had white chocolate fondue and like 1.. haha .. YOLO. and we stayed up till 5. kenneth, aimee and kelvin were playing naruto, me and sunny started sleeping, then kenneth couldnt sleep cause it was so hot and stuffy but yea i managed to sleep well LOL.
The next morning which was TODAY, we all woke up and then we were talking about how people slept, omg it was so funny HAHAHA and then Charles made us food and then we like bummed around from downstairs to upstairs back down to the backyard then into the living room then back out to the backyard :P. me sunny and teresa left at like 5 ish and i walked home in the freaking hot as weather and then went to eat dinner at that star seafood restaurant near botany, and omg that haunted house went on fire o.o and it was so intense, well pretty much my days hehehe.
GONNA upload photos sooooonnnnnn,-.-
I txted kenneth the day before the event and i said can i come at like 3:30 or later to help you prepare and he was like do you have a life? and i was like no i dont have a life and so he was like come at 4:47 dont be late or early so i was like okay then. and then after a while hes like come at 4:30 so i was like hahaha okay.
The next day i woke up, went yumcha and then sylvia park for abit then went to kenneths house at 4:20, on my way i went to buy ice cream cause it was so hot, it was 4:28 that time and i was like oh shit im gonna be late, so i told my mom to drive faster and i got to kenneths house at like 4:37, he opened the door, checked his phone, and was like wait, its not 4:47 *closes door* and i was like HAHA OKAY THEN ILL JUST WAIT and then like few seconds later he was like HAHA jokes. I walked in his house and he showed me all the food and stuff and im like so what do i do? and hes like nothing HAHAH we prepared everything already and i was like ... so... i came early for nothing and hes like pretty much and i was like == but anyway some people came at like 5:30 and then blahblahblah everyone started coming and we started cooking, THANKS CHARLES FOR COOKING UNBURNT MEAT, just cause i burnt the sausages-- BUT I CAN COOK OKAY== anyway we had like so much food.. sadly i couldnt take heaps of photos cause MY PHONE== omg.
After the food and eating and stuff, some people played mafia and the others were singing kareoke, it was like a fun asssss night and the food were so goooood too. I slept over at kenneths with few other people too after most people left we had white chocolate fondue and like 1.. haha .. YOLO. and we stayed up till 5. kenneth, aimee and kelvin were playing naruto, me and sunny started sleeping, then kenneth couldnt sleep cause it was so hot and stuffy but yea i managed to sleep well LOL.
The next morning which was TODAY, we all woke up and then we were talking about how people slept, omg it was so funny HAHAHA and then Charles made us food and then we like bummed around from downstairs to upstairs back down to the backyard then into the living room then back out to the backyard :P. me sunny and teresa left at like 5 ish and i walked home in the freaking hot as weather and then went to eat dinner at that star seafood restaurant near botany, and omg that haunted house went on fire o.o and it was so intense, well pretty much my days hehehe.
GONNA upload photos sooooonnnnnn,-.-
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