Decision.

So as you all know, i am banned from LoL FOR THE 4TH TIME. and this time its up to the 9th of December when im in CHINA == whats the point. omfg this sucks.
But in a way its like trying to say Judy go back to your drama life, gaming is not for you. SO i have decided to stop gaming and start going back to my old life where its drama and being sad and forever alone. I thought gaming would help me step out of misery but now it seems like its not working, so screw me. i should just dig a hole and die :D

HAHA ok todays verse is.............

Psalm 16:5 "Lord, you have assigned me my portion and my cup; you have made my lot secure."

I have a story behind this verse, and that was actually the verse that made me become a real christian which was like few years ago haha.
I was watching T.V one day and i lost the remote control. FUNNY HAHAHA HAPPENS TO EVERYONE but i couldnt find it like legit i like chucked all the pillows up and i went into the sofa and i just literally went through any gap i could see, not just the ones i could see even the ones i cant.. JUST EVERYWHERE LIKE NO SHIT and then i was like OMG THAT VERSE (i forgot who told me this verse but yea) so i was repeating that verse to myself numerous of times, in chinese and english and then i lifted up that cushion and it was right there. I saw it and i was like . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I SWEAR TO MY SOUL I HAVE LOOKED HERE BEFORE LIKE I SWEAR ON MY LIFE I SWEAR ON ANYTHING I HAVE LOOKED HERE ALREADY WTH AND ITS LIKE lying there LIKE WTH. I was freken shocked like i was speechless and then from then on whenever i lose stuff i read that verse out to myself like 100 times and its just there, like its right in your face. Its amazing, im not trying to say use this verse when you lose something, and no, dont use Gods word when you only need him for something.

OKAY BYE GUYSSSSSSS